"Tears are the words that the heart cant express"

Not the Best of days today ...
Things from my past are coming back to haunt me
and now I sit on edge
angry
confused
hurt
Why is all I can ask
and emptiness is all I will get in return
It seems to be a moving cycle
Ups and Downs
You love me
and then you act like u cant stand the thought of me
Then do tell me why you keep coming back around
And I wish I could have said no before
But you have turned me
Turned me into a different person
Callous to everything that I once loved
How can I trust after what you did
And how do you expect me to even speak to you again
I wont
I'm not putting myself through that again
I'm over you and your immature games
I'm over you and your arrogant attitude
Grow Up!
You don't know everything
You aren't a God
But the thing that I want to tell you the most is
LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!
I'm done with you
I'm done with the way u make me feel
I'm done with the constant back and forth
I'm done with you pushing me down
U broke me
U hurt me
made me cry
and now I have nothing in me anymore
No energy to try again
No energy to feel again

If only I could say that I wish the best for you
But I don't
Because its pointless
You will end up cold and heartless
More than you already are now
You will end up Alone
Eventually they will all realize you are a hopeless mess
Seriously fucked up in the head
And your looks will fade and then what will you have
Nothing but your Psych books and your trendy clothing
So no I don't wish you the best
Because it will never happen
You wont let it happen
So I say to you
Goodbye!
And this time for good!